Friday, March 16, 2007
MOVED.♥ ♥ ♥
and thank you blogger for the memories (:
Thursday, March 15, 2007
i love my asstee, yes i do.
thank you darling, for everything.
for listening to me rantrantrant
and for being there for me with opennnn arms
you never fail to cheer me up
i love you babe!
and i'm spending tomorrow with you (:
YAY (:
cos of that, i'm a happy girl
loveeeee! <3
UGGGHHHH >:(
i'm so darn fed up.
Do you feel like a man
when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Face down in the dirt, she said,
"This doesn't hurt", she said,
"I finally had enough."
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
I don't care babe who's right or wrongI just don't love you no more.
today's ministry touchdown was pretty good! heh (:
goooo usher ministry! <3
you know what?
i'm not respected, by most people.
but ahh, not too surprising, i guess.
sigh.
i'm going to (try to) take life more seriously.
spiritually, academically, physically, financially, socially.
i will (try to) quit being slipshot
and quit being such a lazy bumbum.
eunice will (try to) be committed.
spiritually. for now, pray more. talk to Daddy God more.
academically. just, try to keep up and cope.
physically. diet. exercise. (try to) sleep earlier.
financially. stop spending, and spending, and spending. for crying out loud :/
socially. love more care more.
maybe if i take myself more seriously, others will too.
i feel so screwed.
homework calls! SIGH.
and i just don't anymore and you can't blame me
i've tried, trust me, i reeeeeaaaaaaally have.
i just don't anymore.
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
today, i met kara at holland v. we were both late, heh! we headed to town :D i had fun! i love kara (: i've no nice photos to upload on that, all the nice ones are with kara! and kara's at camp. heh. i hope your eye gets better babe! take care and have fun at camp! although it's very likely that you're only gna read this after you're back from camp. anyhoo. ILOVEYOU! ecp and smufy tanning and retail therapy soon! <3headed back to holland v. met mabel. did homework. talked about many things. thank God for mabel. heh. i love mabel! <3 thanks my dear for everything. i have no idea what i'd be doing now, if i weren't with you just now. okay actually i do know. but. haha. you get what i mean. take care and get well soon babe! i can't wait to see you on saturday! <3 ASSTEE DATE! gosh. i think you're like the person i love most in this whole bigbig stupid world! woo! xP <333
photos with mabel!
(and do excuse me, i look extremely bad today. eyebags eyerings and outbreak. and bad fringe. SIGH. )
the rest of today was crap (: and let's not go there. homework time! ladeedum.
Monday, March 12, 2007
omg, lovefourus? <3
hahahaha damn cool la! nicoleding and i are going to have boyfriends/husbands who are brothers and nonflirts! woo! and mab and mel are going to have boyfriends/husbands who're brothers! and mab and i are going to be taitai bestfriends when we're older! so we'll live next to each other, in nice big houses, in the same huge piece of land. rich we shall be! and so will nic and mel? gosh. what fun we shall have! this is love.
this is what they call BESTFRIENDS FOR LIFE! woo! <333
dates soon yeah! sentosa, shopping, exchangingchurches, whatever! so long as it's four of us :D i love you three! :D
this is the loveeeee <3
i can't decide. blogger or xanga? pssh.
yesterday was haha too dramatic for me.
what's wrong with you? well anyways. i'm pretty confused too. and flared up. i think we need time to cool off.
smoking is bad, please. catch up soon anyways.
you f r e a k. is jacking me when i'm down damn fun? i chose to trust you again, and this is what i get? omg. i'm so not talking to you ever. go talk to all your hotass chics who're all head over heels in love and obsessed with you la. piss me off.
my father doesn't want to let me stayover at dingy's house again, i think. he's doing it all over again. cept that he can't use his "it's school term! cannot. wait for the hols" excuse. cos it's the damned march hols. so he goes back to his last resort excuse. "i don't like the idea". omg! wth. what. the. hell.
rawr!
oh but, i've got to thank my dear junior, eunice! gosh she's the sweetest girl ever la. thanks for all the songs! <3 you sweet girl! haha what candy do you like? (x oh and i hope the songs you like managed to get into your phone! :D lovelove <3
and mabel! get well soon <3 woo my sexymama's gotta sexy voice, eh. hahaha (x oh and thanks for ze plan! :D haha gosh it's frickin cute, just like you! totally cracked me up. we'll follow it, yesyes! i love you dear! meet up soon? xoxo <3
i will do my holiday homework.
things i will do during my march hols
1. diet & exercise, haha.
2. finish all the homework on the longlong list, by friday night. God help me.
3. meet mabel, sarahchan, stace, nicoleding, kara, carolyn.
4. sleep by 10pm.
5. have sk2 reunion.
6. make conclusions and more resolutions, ha.
Sunday, March 11, 2007
today has not been a good day, at all.
the only two who can make me smile when i cry <3
i miss youuu, mab! meet soon? <3
i miss you 5, come back from camp!
and i miss so many others too.
what happened?
oh wells.
today's cip was alright. kinda stretched my patience quite a bit, but i love the kids anyhoo. i dont know why, but yeah, i love them lots (: kindaaaa starting to get used to cip, i guess. sarah chan goes to the same place to do cip! omgomgomg.
i read a few pages of f451 today. why am i such a slow reader. gr.
stone stone stone. i'm tired and problematic. someone should kill me, sensor me. the would would be a better happier place.
LIM MIN MABEL, LIN MIN. I LOVE YOU! and that kinda sums everything up. <3 date soon okay! dress date, shopping date, study date, exercise date, talking date, camwhoring date, foodie date, tanning date, whatever date la! i love you honey <3
shakti darling! cheer up my dear, and take care alright. i'm here for you, 24/7. you're loved! please, dont bottle up. i'm here for you, arms wideeeee open. and, you don't HAVE to be okay. i'm here. tons of tight tight hugs! <3
stace jie! you've lost so much weight, honest! and you've gotten prettier. i love your hair. and i really miss you. a lot. catch up soon, please? i love you honey <3
carolyn! holland v? <3
kara! tuesdayyy (: i love you smurf <3
i have been a bad girl. i had kfc today. UGH. the bandito pocket thingy. and then when i got home, i had a kaya sandwich, yoghurt, peanutbutter and chocolate oreos, and a cup of redoxon. sigh.
eunice the fatty shall die-t.
and yet i'll binge when i'm agitated.
gosh, my poor body
ha!
i will manage my time well and do all my homework and study for all the upcoming tests and file all my stupid worksheets. i will be a good girl. i will not be affected by stupid things. i will be stronger than what i used to be. i'm gna be a fighter, for once.
rawrrrrrrrrr >:(
Saturday, March 10, 2007
i guess here's the part where i let go, for good.it's high time, eh.
my loss, your loss, whatever.
i have to go.
Friday, March 09, 2007
had cross yesterday. darn i dragged mabel down :/ but well thanks darling for everything! really appreciate it a lot (: and, sorry you didn't beat that womannn ): but i know you will for 2.4! :D go darling! i love you (:today, we had chinese test and a math quiz. sigh! i was feeling so darn slack the whole day, though :/ went to support got netball finals and semifinals. woo! seniors won! :D and juniors didn't win, but i thought they played really really well. hee :D
list of things i dont know
- what DECENT clothing to wear for cip tomorrow, ha. i might as well wear some jumpsuit la huh. sigh.
- what to do now
- what to do about aslijdakj
- how exactly to spend my hols, there's so much homework!
- who i should meet during the hols
- how much i should eat for dinner
- whether or not to gym now, cos the machine i wna use might not be vacant, and they're only like a few machines left that actually work. stupid la, lousy maintenance. rip us off!
- whether or not to stay up tonight
- what shampoo i wna buy
- what groceries i wna buy
- when i wna buy all these
- whether i should watch tv or do homework or just rot, tonight. or maybe i should just go to sleep now, aha.
i'm one of the world's most indecisive persons, sigh.
kat! thanks for the talk <3 catch up more soon ya! love you darling! <333
tv & food & bumming time (:
Thursday, March 08, 2007
i got this quiz thing of nicole ding my ppk favourite girl's blog! <31. are you missing someone right now: yeah! mabel, nicoleding, and a whole lotta other people!
2. are you happy: ehh i just showered and i smell good (:
3. are you talking to anyone right now: nope.
4. are you bored: kinda.
5. are you german: eh no
6. are you brazilian: nope
7. are you french: no
8. are you Italian: no
10.do you like someone right now: haha! errr nah i dont know.
TEN FACTS.
1. hometown: singapore
2. hair color: sexy brown! <3
3. height: around 160
4. weight: ERM. shh (:
5. eye color: sexy brown!
6. shoe size: i have no idea :D
7. mood: sian.
8. orientation: straight!
9. available: maybe.
10.lefty/righty: righty!
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.
1. have you ever been in love: maybe!
2. do you believe in love: yup
3. have you ever been heartbroken: haha maybe
4. have you ever broken someone's heart?: errrr possibly!
5. have you ever fallen for your best friend?: perhaps!
6. have you ever liked someone but never told them: ya.
7. are you afraid of commitment: YESS.
10. have you ever had a secret admirer: omg, yes! that freak.
THIS OR THAT.
1. love or lust: love
2. hard liquor or beer: neither. all that stuff makes you F-A-T!
3. Night or day: so long as i have a good time :D
4. one night stands or relationships: relationships!
- where's question 5?!
6. wild night out or romantic night: both :D
7. colored pictures or black and white: either or! i like both!
8. phone or in person: i like both :D
9. aim or myspace: neither
10. msn or yahoo: msn
HAVE Y0U EVER.
1. ever been caught sneaking out: nah! it's quite impossible to sneak out of my house, so ive never tried
2. ever skinny dipped: NO WAY.
3. done something you regret: mhm.
4. ever bungee jumped: i wish!
5. ever been on a boat: ya!
6. ever finished an entire jaw breaker: HEE(:
7. ever wanted someone so badly it hurt: maybeee. haha.
8. ever been caught by your parents with a hickey?: i've never had one! omg i'm so darn innocent pls.
9. ever danced in the rain?: HEEEE (:
10.ever loved your ex while you were in a new relationship?: what ex?
my bowels are acting up, again
i must've eaten something wrong again :/
i think it's the nasi lemak.
or the strange mango.
sigh!
crosscountry tomorrow at turf city!
i can't decide whether i want it to rain or not :/
ah wells.
either way, i'm running with mabel! :D
aha we must run! to make up for today! and all that bingeing!
but i'll definately pull her down by ALOT. :/
so here's a HUGE SORRY in advance!
and a HUGE THANK YOU for all the motivation and encouragement! in advance!
(:
i think i'm the biggest loser
and i don't know if i can get used to this reality
y'know what? i'm scared.
i'm not your little clown, my dear (:
eunice is not your personal entertainer.
so fly away, you.
okay i bet whatever i typed didn't make sense to you. but well, whatever! i dont really care (: oh and, thanks jaime my dear girlgirl for guestblogging! i miss you too! we should go out yesyes, the five of us(: someone plan!
goodbye world.
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
*rushes over and glomps mommy down*HI MOMMY!!!! (((:
haha sorry if i'm messing up the order of things, like if you had this magnificent plan for a slow build-up of posts ending with a spine-thrilling climax that absolutely cannot be disturbed by a random "yo wassup" post.
but anyway, i don't think anyone's freaky enough to do that ^^
so i'll just continue. or rather, end off.
just wanted to say HI anyway :D and that i missed you ): and we should meet up, the five of us ^^ but in the meantime we'll just wait along and look at life as the cup half full (:
AHH down to my TONNE of stoopid arty farty homework that that *insert expletive of your choice* mr ong piled on us. ¬_¬
i hope teachers don't read your blog. : / oops.
haha okay anyway HAVE FUN IN SCHOOL!
LOVE YA LOADS! ^^
*HUGGS* x that infinity sign that looks like a squiggle
to make up for all the times i gotta walk right past you in the hurly burly of school life.
cya!
- the DARKENING DAWN (jaime liew)
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
much love <3
i've been listening to lotsa random and addictive songs :D
He’s never enough
And still leaves more than I can take
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
Cause I'm waiting for tonight
Been waiting for tomoroow
I'm somewhere in between
What is real
Just a dream
Would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in
Dont be surprised if I collapse down at your feet again
I don't want to run away from this
I know that I just don't need this
this time what I want is you
there is no one else
who can take your place
this time you burn me with your eyes
you see past all the lies
you take it all away
I've seen it all
and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you
Everything I know has let me down
so i will just let go
let you turn me inside out
cause i know i'm not sure
about anything at all but you wouldn't have it any other way
We're still chasing our tails
In the rising sun
In our dark water planet still spinning
In a direction no one wins
No one's won.
See, I don't belong here (I don't belong)
Well, I don't belong here, I don't belong
I will carry a cross
With a song where I don't belong
I don't belong
But her world keeps spinning backwards
And upsidedown
Don't say so long, and throw yourself wrong
Don't spend today away
Cuz today will soon be
Gone, like yesterday is gone,
Like history is
Gone, just trying to prove me wrong
And pretend like you're immortal
She said he said live like no tomorrow
Every day we borrow
Brings us one step closer to the edge (infinity)
Where's your treasure, where's your hope
If you get the world and lose your soul
She pretends like she pretends like she's immortal
Don't say so long
You're not that far gone
This could be your big chance to makeup
Today will soon be
Gone, like yeterday is gone,
Like history is gone,
The world keeps spinning on,
Your going going gone,
Like summer break is gone,
Like saturday is gone
Just try to prove me wrong
You pretend like your immortal your immortal
Monday, March 05, 2007
rawr i cant stand all this pressure.and last night was very freaky.
something wasnt right.
i swear i saw something.
and something still doesnt seem quite right.
:/
on a different note,
i've really to thank God for my ca1 marks.
i almost got straight A's.
haha, cept for english and history.
so, yay (:
thank You Jesus!
makan time! (again)
imissyouso;
Sunday, March 04, 2007
hello.had our first wg meeting today! we're called SPARK! prettaye cool yesyes. haha. hmm we did games and vision!
thennn. i lunched on a row of sandwiches from the bakery in greenridge, it actually felt quite sinful. sigh. i tried to do a math, but, oh wells. i couldnt really get anything done :/
homed. wasted a lot of time at home.
then, the family went to fish &co for dinner, cos my brother topped the level for econs and physics, which is ultimate zainess cos i seriously doubt he studied, as always. gosh, genius! i feel inferior! yet very proud to have a clever brother like him. ha! so yes, shared seafood platter for two with my brother, and now i feel extremely fat (FATTER, rather). sigh! oh! the calamari was disgusting. they should make it crispy, not chewy! yuck.
i look so extremely fat ): how depressing.
so anyways my punishment for pigging like crazy this weekend is to do 100 situps nightly for a week, starting tomorrow night! i hope i can keep to this, i've already got sissy to check on me and make sure i do my situps! thanks sistah! :D
mabel! our punishment on tuesday! should be fine (:
ah, i'm betting there's gna be an a math popquiz tomorrow on all that alpha beta thing, and i am so going to be the only one to flung it, cos im the only one who doesnt understand! it seems so simple yet so difficult. i shall seek help.
Saturday, March 03, 2007
my daddy fixed my grey top and i'm going to wear it tomorrow (:hee (:
today's cip was alright, i pretty much enjoyed myself.
the girl had a really stomache after the break,
but she was so strong, holding back her tears.
i felt that tugggggggg in my heart
oh mannn. i hope she's better.
towned with mab for a short while after that. heh. love that girl <3 we finally got out topshop longsleve tops.
trained to church. ushered, web, dinner. euphe! :D haha.
i ate two club sandwiches from 7eleven, and oatmeal high low milk. and i just binged on cheeseballs. i finished half the tin, which is a lot. i feel disgusting. i am going to drink my vitamins, work on my stack of homework, do my 100 situps, and sleep.
i have wg tomorrow at 10. i must not forget.
i am broke. i must not forget.
i've to stay away. i must not forget.
i have to sleep early tomorrow. i must not forget.
i've to hide. i must not forget.
i am tired. i cannot forget.
i'm reposting this song cos i'm addicted.
big girls don't cry
fergie
Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity
[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay
[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity
[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
La Da Da Da Da Da
Friday, March 02, 2007
hello world.eunice does not feel happy today.
she would not like to list down the reasons.
she's just binged for dinner.
tsk tsk. what kind of diet eh.
aparently she's not done with bingeing.
goodness. she's never going to lose weight.
she does not know what to do
so, she shall paint her nails
and do her homework
eunice thanks mabel for today,
and hopes mabel will take good care of herself
and be strong.
eunice loves mabel!
[edit]
wth. the sexy longsleve top i bought on wednesday is all screwed up and all after being washed. wth okay! piss me off. lousy piece of shit. and i'd shopped a whole day looking for frickin longsleves. and i'd FINALLY settled for that. and it frickin hell had to screw up on me. screw! i'm so screwed tomorrow. i don't want to go.
RAWR.
Thursday, March 01, 2007
hello! hahah i got this off rachel khoo's blog :DFear of the number 666: Hexakosioihexekontahexaphobia
Fear of air: Anemophobia
Fear of anything new: Neophobia
Fear of bald people: Peladophobia
Fear of beautiful women: Caligynephobia
Fear of bums: Hobophobia
Fear of body odours: Osmophobia or Osphresiophobia
Fear of Chinese or Chinese culture: Sinophobia
Fear of clothing: Vestiphobia
Fear of chopsticks: Consecotaleophobia
Fear of being severly criticized: Rhabdophobia
Fear of cooking: Mageirocophobia
Fear of deformity or unattractive body image: Dysmorphophobia
Fear of defeat: Kakorrhaphiophobia
Fear of dependence on others: Soteriophobia
Fear of dolls: Pediophobia
Fear of dying or death: Thanatophobia
Fear of EVERYTHING: Panophobia, Panphobia, Pamphobia, or Pantophobia
Fear of English: Anglophobia
Fear of failure: Atychiphobia or Kakorrhaphiophobia
Fear of feathers or being tickled by feathers: Pteronophobia
Fear of food: Cibophobia
Fear of freedom: Eleutherophobia
Fear of Friday the 13th: Paraskavedekatriaphobia
Fear of girls: Parthenophobia
Fear of ghosts: Phasmophobia
Fear of God or Gods: Zeusophobia
Fear of good news: Euphobia
Fear of hair: Chaetophobia, Trichopathophobia, Trichophobia, or Hypertrichophobia
Fear of handwriting: Graphophobia
Fear of heaven: Ouranophobia or Uranophobia
Fear of home or returning home: Ecophobia or Nostophobia
Fear of ideas: Ideophobia
Fear of being ignored: Athazagoraphobia
Fear of imperfection: Atelophobia
Fear of insanity: Dementophobia or Maniaphobia
Fear of justice: Dikephobia
Fear of kissing: Philemaphobia or Philematophobia
Fear of knowledge: Gnosiophobia or Epistemophobia
Fear of laughter: Geliophobia
Fear of lightning and thunder: Brontophobia or Karaunophobia
Fear of looking up: Anablephobia or Anablepophobia
Fear of falling or being in love: Philophobia
Fear of marriage: Gamophobia
Fear of men: Androphobia or Arrhenphobia or Hominophobia
Fear of mirrors or seeing oneself in a mirror: Catoptrophobia or Eisoptrophobia
Fear of music: Melophobia
Fear of names: Nomatophobia
Fear of odours or smells: Olfactophobia
Fear of open spaces: Agoraphobia
Fear of people: Anthropophobia
Fear of phobias: Phobophobia
Fear of poetry: Metrophobia
Fear of receiving praise: Doxophobia
Fear of responsibility: Hypengyophobia or Hypegiaphobia
Fear of rain: Ombrophobia or Pluviophobia
Fear of being touched: Aphenphosmphobia
Fear of school: Scolionophobia
Fear of sex: Genophobia
Fear of staying single: Anuptaphobia
Fear of sin or having committed an unpardonable sin: Enosiophobia or Enissophobia
Fear of sleep: Somniphobia
Fear of step-mothers: Novercaphobia
Fear of crossing streets: Dromophobia
Fear of sunshine or daylight: Phengophobia
Fear of teenages: Ephebiphobia
Fear of taking tests: Testophobia
Fear of thinking: Phronemophobia
Fear of time or clocks: Chronophobia
Fear of ugliness: Cacophobia
Fear of undressing in front of someone: Dishabillophobia
Fear of urine or urinating: Urophobia
Fear of vegetables: Lachanophobia
Fear of losing one's virginity: Primeisodophobia
Fear of long waits: Macrophobia
Fear of water: Hydrophobia
Fear of gaining weight: Obesophobia or Pocrescophobia
Fear of women: Gynephobia or Gynophobia
Fear of weakness: Asthenophobia
Fear of work: Ergophobia or Ponophobia
Fear of long words: Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia
HELLO! i had a good day after school with mabel today (:
shan't go into details la!
MABEL! i'm DAMN excited. and glad (: i love you darling! <3 thanks for today! i had FUN! and, i sure am looking forward to tomorrow! :D hahahah. gosh, exciting. i can't wait for march! :D woo :D
and i'm glad my rainbow's finally apeared (:
and citizens of this retarded world. i am single la pls! ask around (: i'm single, really. and, no need to rub it in okay! i'm enjoying my singlehoodism. at long last. i have NO TIME FOR GUYS. thank you velly much (:
BYE ALL!